gosh how weak can i be?

wednesday 14-9-11 13:42

I'm so weak ....I'm convincing myself and I'm determined NOT to txt or to call....
But with your case what am I doing? Just before I send you a text and 5 minutes earlier I tried to call you. You didn't pick up...

Now I sit and think why do I do this? Why do I need to hear you?
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY
So angry with myself