i hope this love wont turn into hate

I had sooo much love, so much feelings I really hope this won't turn to opposite...
I'm so angry and disappointed with myself.
I have to turn a new page to my life!!!!

I don't want to be pathetic, crying for a non reversable situation.
I've done my best and treated you as my queen! I respected you and loved you with the deepest depths of my heart.

I'm not a passive receiver of negativity! I might hurt , I hurt a lot
my heart and soul is torn apart...

at these moments there are others appearing in our life to soften the pain.