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Again? Again ? I have to pass through this process.
Third time now... once in may once in september and once now. Third and last one.
I'm physically so weak I can't go through it.
What ever I write over here has no meaning anymore...
I'm not angry or pissed or mad .Just disapointed.
No matter how i feel for you I'll let it go.
If you ever up to it you know where to find me..
I'll always be there for you.You know that.

Have you ever stopped in a point in time…your mind goes blank and your heart breaks. but your not sad your in this phase of non existence..all you see is an image a scene out side of your bubble..it doesn’t remind you of what has been, but reminds you of what could have been in your life - time wasted and that second where you just stare into the blue..and some goes “what are you looking at?” and you say “nothing was just thinking” and no more is said.. yet your heart seems as if it has been purified.. its a piece of heaven you receive once in a while.

and then I read this somewhere.... and I say to myself isnt it true?

There comes a time in your Life when u have to let go of all the pointless drama & the people that create it & surround yourself with people that make u laugh so hard that u forget the bad and focus solely on the Good! After all Life is too short to be anything but Happy...